Tori Spelling’s new Lifetime reality show True Tori is delving into her husband Dean McDermott’s cheating scandal, and Tori’s not holding back any details.

Tori: “I Didn’t Plan On Raising Four Kids Alone”

The True Tori premiere was fraught with heartbreak.The Lifetime docu-series showed an emotional Tori Spelling struggling to come to terms with the fact that her husband, Dean McDermott, cheated on her with Emily Goodhand in December 2013.

In January, McDermott “voluntarily” checked into rehab to seek treatment for sex addiction. His wife—left alone to care for their four children—visited him for the first time at the facility with cameras in tow.

Great Sex Before the Cheating Scandal ?

Heartbreaking details about Tori Spelling and Dean McDermott ‘s relationship were clearly going to be revealed when their series premiered this week.

But in a new interview conducted after the Emily Goodhand cheating scandal broke, Tori claims she honestly thought their bedroom time was pretty great, even though reports of a sexless marriage surfaced: Spelling said “For having four children and very chaotic schedules, I thought we had a very, very good sex life.”

During the couples counseling session, McDermott complained about infrequent sex he had with his wife.

Spelling threw up her arms in defeat, but McDermott didn’t understand why his honesty was so upsetting. The therapist then told him, “Dean, your expectation of what a marriage is supposed to be like sexually—it’s like a fairytale.”

Tori Feels Weak

Tori Spelling is understandably conflicted after learning that Dean McDermott cheated on her while he was away from home.

In an emotional clip from the show the actress drives to visit the Chopped Canada host in rehab for the first time since he sought treatment for sex addiction.

“I don’t know what I’m going to say to him today,” Spelling confesses. “I don’t want to cry when I get there because I don’t want him…,” an emotional Spelling says, her voice trailing off.